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If I could just stay a little while longer you'd stay in my mind forever. I drink to fall asleep, just to set my mind at ease. I can feel you freeze as I start to leave. I'll never grow in the places the sun doesn't go.
It's not up for debate but i still slur my words. Keep your thoughts rational and I'll take the longest way back.
Because the seed that is me gets tossed in the gravel on the road. The sun doesn't touch me, and they won't find me. If I never amount to anything I'll never grow. I'll just rest in the stones you don't throw if I never grow.
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Loathe (Infinite Me)
04:09
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If you can join me in wishful thinking you can blame me for not being around. And in time I will find I'm not blanketing misfortune in my absence. I'm proving myself sane for abandoning security. I won't be caught begging cause I can force my own hand.
I am kept warm by the stillness in your eyes when I say I'm not sure what I'm doing here. You can never see how far off the mark I've grown to be. I'll just let myself out.
You're asleep and I commit to the dreams I can't sleep through. They take on a life of their own. My mind is yours to loathe.
It's my will to be running outside your lines. It's your right to be well informed if I lie. And in time I will find I'm not blanketing misfortune in my absence, I'm proving myself sane. But I'm in love with apron strings.
I'll let my silence give me away, cause in this moment entrusted to me I am everything.
You shouldn't have to ask, and I shouldn't have to mask how far off the mark I have grown to be. I'll let my self out.
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Pale Green
03:10
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turn the lights and drive. half alive. wide-eyed.
set sights on the cliffside.
park my car and take a dive.
then my color is pale green.
rendered defenseless in most shaded scenes.
carried away! open wide.
distracted, ashamed! take a dive.
just sleep away.
down we go.
i could go back a sooner date/
i could go back a smaller man.
then my color is pale green.
rendered defenseless in most shaded scenes.
then my color is pale green.
rendered defenseless, the weakest me.
down we go.
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Back to Branson
04:03
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drive through the night/
decide where to die
i'm going back to Branson
for the thrill or the chill of feeling small.
i'll not sleep here; seek a safer space.
i'm worn & it's getting late.
don't you know, there's gold
deep within that winding road?
lusting for some time from home.
longing for some time alone.
alone. alone. alone.
sometimes things are better done alone.
drive through the night/decide where to die
i'm going back to Branson
for the thrill or the chill of feeling small.
i'll not sleep here; seek a safer space.
i'm worn & it's getting late.
back to the hills, left my dignity there.
i couldn't help it, the dark had me scared.
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